I was just looking at my friend's album in Facebook when I realized that she had celebrated her daughter's birthday, without inviting me. When she first arrived here, I would drive her everywhere and take her to parks. We hang out just about everywhere with our children. I didn't really noticed when we stopped hanging out. We grow older and just drifted away would be my guess. It's funny how life change from moment to moment.
I don't know. I just feel odd. Well, bygones! I better move on, too. Most of the time it doesn't bother me, but other times, I wish I have talent for giving parties and always having a large group of entourage. But to be perfectly honest, I find such large group to be utterly tiring most of the time.
Yes, I feel a pang of envy when I look at the pictures without me there....but then I'm reminded why I prefer the way I am. Then I'm just grateful that I'm not hanging out after all. I also know that sounds pretty much like sweet lemon. (laughs)
